That's me. I can't help but be bitter right now. Life just isn't fair, and its not as if this is my first time realizing it, but sometimes, and some days I just cannot find it in me to be positive. I feel as though all I hear lately is bad news. My friends are losing pregnancies, people are getting diagnosed with cancer left and right, it just doesn't seem to stop.
I don't mean to be all "whoa" is me, but seriously, when can I start feeling ok? First the c/p, then hubby's grandmother dies, then he gets bronchitis only to pass it on to me. His and hers bronchitis, just what we always wanted. I am still hacking but feel worlds better, only to be disgusted and annoyed at my body. What are you doing down there you stupid ovaries? The opks were right on target, and they said I would O. Nope. Of course, OF COURSE things have to be off now. I was pregnant for a whole 5 minutes and it was the best 5 minutes ever. All it did was made me realize that I have a great life, but that being a mom would make it even better. Now that is all I want, and it seems so out of reach.
Sorry this is such a whiny email. I know others have it worse and I should STFU. So I will. Football is on anyway, at least I can yell at the tv and feel better.
I'm so sorry:( Go ahead and vent all you want, you have every right. Just know that you aren't alone!
ReplyDeleteYou have every right to vent. I won't give you some hokey line to try to make you feel better, but I will let you know that you have many GP ladies in the wings rooting you on and lifting you up. There is a plan for you that will reveal itself, I just know it!
ReplyDeleteNothing wrong with a little bitter when life sucks. (((hugs)))
ReplyDeleteThanks so much ladies. I appreciate the endless support. xoxo
ReplyDeleteTotally late on my blog reading, but just wanted to send plenty of (((hugs)))
ReplyDeleteYou are allowed to have bitter moments. Life is not easy all the time so it's completely understandable. I hope things start getting better for you.
ReplyDeletexoxo