FUCK.

Sorry for the potty mouth but in this case, I think I'm entitled.

If its not one thing, its another. So, as I was looking forward to my RE appointment next Monday, which is for my post-lap check up in which they didn't do anything, I was going to discuss moving on to IUIs and when to get Rob tested (they wanted to wait 3 months which is 1 month away), etc. Wellllll, he has been having pain on and off in his testicle, where the repair was done for almost a week. He called the surgeon, they said it could be that the coils slipped or another varicocele formed. Either way, they didn't give the "it could be nothing option." Not good. They recommended he call the uro and his appointment for what I believe is an ultrasound since that is their only diagnostic tool in this situation is tomorrow morning. Lord help us if its something serious. Hopefully we get to find out what the deal tomorrow, and not have to make another appointment or wait. I know it may seem like I'm freaking over nothing. I promise I am not that type of person. I think the reason I'm so upset/worried/frustrated is that the vein that was disappearing, is back to looking like it did before surgery. FUCK!!!